Who Am I
i feel like an idea i’m constantly trying to live up too. Where did i get this idea? i could make a list of traits i’m told i embody, but which 1one is me?
Maybe i’m a sign with no signified, a representation w/o referent.
It feels like i only exist in relation to, dependent upon, a subject of; ______.
Or like a monster playing victim or victim playing monster.
Mostly i feel like an Other, and see myself in them as well
i’m prbly a fruit trying to eat itself, a stubbed toe mad at a corner.
Mostly i’m in my own way.
— Xander